On rare occasions, very rare, I have a complete breaking point. Sometimes it takes some type of big plans falling through, or something super important not going quite as planned, and sometimes it just takes a tiny cut to the foot. Today, it took...a tiny cut to the foot. Piles and piles of to-do lists accumulated on me all day. Things fell through. People. Weather was awful. My best friend got sad news. And then the thing that triggered a breaking point to an overwhelming day was a cut?!
After my miniature melt down in the bathroom, I doctored my foot, and decided I was crazy. Stupid. Foolish. Tired. Helpless. Broken. And downright overwhelmed. So, I picked myself up, fell on my knees, and thanked my God for being holy, genius, complete, helpful, and in total control of everything. I hate it when I think I can do it all. I can't. Not by myself at least.
Okay..that was difficult to write. Now, my secret is out. I'm not perfect..I'm a complete mess at times. I apologize for putting you in a state of shock after finding that out ;)
Much love.
(this was written Friday, March 2...haven't had time to post)
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